I’ll keep on turning pages in this book. I can’t dwell on any circumstances, or continuously let the previous events hold me back from moving forward. Just like a book, if you don’t keep on reading, you’ll never know for sure. I don’t know what to expect. Sometimes i’m anxious to know what the future holds, but i’m also slightly fearful of it.
Sometimes you got to suck in your feelings and smack an artificial smile on your face. You want to hide; because people like me, do not wish to see others worry for the weak.
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Everyone has their own personal problems. I just don’t feel it necessary to invade in one’s reparations. Be it smoking, cutting, drinking, or anything at all. If that’s the way someone can experience some type of temporary relief to escape all the hardships that life has to offer, then so be it. I just don’t feel that anyone should be entitled to tell someone when to just stop. After all, everything is a learning experience be it good or bad, right?
My family believes that for security purposes its best that I never go there. I can’t really say that I feel ‘left out’ in any way at all because I’ve never experienced anything to stimulate any desires or yearnings.